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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Killing My Heart

Did your HEART ever want something that your MIND wasn’t sure was good for you? And it seems that no matter how much your MIND protests, your HEART still wants what it wants.

How does one reconcile this disagreement?

Obviously, the HEART won’t go along quietly with the MIND. It’s definitely going to make itself known and felt and make your SOUL absolutely miserable.

So, does the MIND have to give into the HEART’s desire? If so, can it do so and shut the hell up at the same time? Or is it going to keep you feeling divided by whispering all it’s doubts and fears into your ears?

Can one silence the MIND ... or the HEART?

Now I know why Davy Jones cut his heart out and put it in a box and buried it.


"The Kill" by 30 Seconds to Mars

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?

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Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Happy 4th of July

Since today is one of my favorite holidays, I thought I’d update with a song that reflects my feelings.

I tried finding a video of a singer I like singing “America, the Beautiful.” I always liked the song and have even wondered why it’s not our national anthem.

Anyway, I know by posting this video, I might be seen as part of “the redneck agenda” (for loving my country), but trust me … I have MY OWN agenda. For some reason, it seems to piss off everyone equally. That’s only because everyone in the world, except me, are dumb fucking, fuckers!

With that said, I have something to say to all the fucking fuckers in America …


HAPPY 4th of JULY!!!



As an American, you can do whatever you want. The only person that determines what you do, how much money you make, and how happy you are is … YOU! So shut your fucking mouth and quit your whiny ass bitching and complaining and do something … or don’t … it’s your choice! But seriously, please shut your fucking mouth. If you spent as much time and effort at pursuing your dreams as you do trying to find something to blame your lack of ambition and motivation on … you’d already be living your dream. Then again, maybe your dream is to be a little whiny ass bitch. Image Hosted by ImageShack.us


“Dream as big as you want to!”

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