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Thursday, June 29, 2006

Exit Light ...

I am so freakin' tired right now, which is why I'm updating with this video. This song really takes me back ... way back! Yikes!

If I die before I wake, I'll see you all in Hell ... from Heaven. Image Hosted by ImageShack.us

Posted by: Tester Posted at: 9:56 PM Comments 0 comment(s)

Friday, June 23, 2006

Closer

Back in my teens, I listened to “Nine Inch Nails” a lot … especially “The Downward Spiral” CD.

I don’t know, I just felt so numb back then and the songs seemed to reflect what I was feeling. It’s like you know you can feel and want to feel so badly, but all you feel is nothing … an emptiness … a void.

That’s how I feel right now … numb!

I don’t know why, today was a pretty good day, but yet … there it is.

Maybe it’s because I realized something earlier that I don’t want to acknowledge or maybe it’s because I’m really, really exhausted. In any case, maybe this song will bring me closer to myself.


"I've got no Soul to sell"

"You can have my isolation"


*By the way, this song doesn't have anything to do with fucking, at least not for me. I mean, guys would be fucking every second of every day if it were possible, so that goes without saying. I have been accused of being animalistic though, but that's a story for another time ... probably never.

Posted by: Tester Posted at: 8:55 PM Comments 0 comment(s)

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